Dear Anonymous....My e-mail addy is knittermag..at...yahoo..dot..com. I hope you will write me, and consider me your friend. May God give you the strength of heart & body you need to get through this trial. He cares for you in a special and tender way. Keep trusting him. Our family has had a battle with a life threatening disease...and watched our daughter go on to glory. As the hymn writer...says, 'It is well with my soul'. with love, Maggie. I am praying for you.